If the feeling is gone

Crush # 2 resigned and I don’t feel anything

Another one

While waiting for the jeepney at my usual spot, i noticed a guy with a good built buying something at 7/11. Then he returned in his car, rolled down the window. We exchnged meaningful glances, then he drived to spot near me. I walked more closer to the car, then he rolled down the window and ask me to jump in. We ended in a dark spot in a gasoline station where we jerked off each other. We didn’t bother knowing each other’s names. It was that simple.. And casual which makes it alarming.